2014, you did AWESOME!

As awesome as it was, I owed so many to this blog.

1. I have yet to finish the story on my IndoChina Adventure.

#3 Awal atau Lambat?

Terpulang lah.

Setengah orang, menunggu rezeki jatuh ke riba. Setengah lagi berhempas pulas mencari rezeki yang mungkin masih jauh lagi perjalanannya.

Aku. Aku pilih untuk tidak menunggu. Kerana aku fikir masa itu sangat berharga. Tak ada alat yang dapat menggantikan masa masa aku yang terbazir, lalu begitu saja. Aku tahu, sekiranya aku menunggu, aku akan menyesal dikemudian hari. Bak kata pepatah, peluang datang sekali. Aku tahu, kau tak faham kenapa aku guna pepatah tu. Biar lah aku sorang je yang tahu. Hik hik hik

Ceritanya, saban hari, aku selalu nampak kawan kawan baya aku ni, share link link seperti "10 reason you shouldn't get married at young age" la, "5 reasons you should wait until you're 30" laa, "10 things you should do before you get married" and etc etc etc. 

Terasa jugak la... sikit. 

Macam dituju untuk aku je. Aku tau, aku ni cepat perasan. Kih kih kih. Sebenarnya tak terasa pun. Drama aje tu. Aku tahu, mungkin orang orang yang post benda macam dia, dia tengah in denial. Mungkin.

Sebenarnya terpulang lah kau nak kahwin awal atau lambat. Cumanya, reason kenapa nak jadi anak dara tua dulu walaupun sebenarnya dah ada pakwe/boyfriend/abang angkat dan seangkatan dengannya tu tak masuk akal. Kalau memang kau tak ada hubungan dengan sesiapa, itu masuk akal lah. Sebab dah tak ada calon, tak ada saham yang nak dipegang lama lama. Itu pun kalau kau faham saham apa yang aku maksudkan.

"Let's get married"
"No, we can't"
"Why not?"
"Need I state the obvious?"
"And what is that?"
"That we are of the same species?" (Jegil mata)
"Oh my, all this while, how come I never notice that my son is a homosex?!"

*Sorry for the wild, inappropriate imagination. Mih mih mih*

Random thoughts #1

My apology, but I just think it is totally unnecessary.

Dulu. Aku berangan. Bila aku nak kahwin nanti aku nak se-grand yang boleh. Aku nak pelamin penuh fresh flower. Aku nak baju rekaan designer. Aku nak pelamin besar, ala twilight wedding. Aku nak hantaran RM30k. Semua nya perlukan duit yang banyak. Sangat banyak. Aku tak fikir hal selepas kahwin. Ok tipu. Aku fikir jugak la sikit. Aku nak, lepas kahwin tu aku dah terus ada rumah sendiri. Tinggal nak furnishing je. Bagi merealisasikan angan angan aku ni, of course aku kena kerja dulu. Bakal suami aku pun kena kerja dulu. Kalau dia anak dato', itu bonus. Maklumlah, bak kata orang, dapat bank bergerak. Petik jari semua dapat.

Tapi, as I grow up - a little,  aku fikir aku tak perlukan majlis perkahwinan yang mewah. Aku tak perlukan tempat yang mewah untuk buat majlis kahwin aku. Aku tak perlukan pelamin yang harga sampai mencecah tiga empat ribu. Aku tak perlukan baju rekaan jovian mandagie, atau rizman ruzaini, hatta dolmat or whatsoever.

Aku hanya nak majlis yang paling simple. Yang tetamu tetamu aku terdiri dari ahli keluarga sahaja, you know, like a close wedding where you only invited a hundred of people. Aku tak perlukan majlis bertunang, apatah lagi hantaran. Tapi kalau dapat, bonus la, sbb duit hantaran boleh guna untuk lepas dah kahwin. Tapi kalau tak ada, tak apa lah, asalkan duit nak bayar buat majlis bayar sama sama. Pengsan la kalau aku sorang je bayar kan. Lagi pun dalam islam, tak ada pun hantaran. Ini semua adaptasi dari agama hindu. Aku cuma nak mintak mas kahwin je mahal sikit. Kikiki. Walaupun dah ditetapkan kat Perak RM80 je. Tapi apa salahnya lelaki tu appreciate aku lebih sikit kan. Lagi pun, memang hak aku mas kahwin tu. So aku rasa, boleh aku mintak lebih sikit. Kalau RM 80 tu, nak makan kat Amarin Thai pun tak lepas. Eh.

The Highlights of 2013

2013 has served me well.

First, I started the year, with the final exams for my 3rd year 1st (September 2012) semester in the UTP. And I, managed to get into dean's list! And before the result even come out, I decided to splurge myself by going to Bangkok, for one week, by train! T'was like a last minute vacation, I might say.

Bangkok in January 2013.

Then, on February, I drastically decided to chop off my long thick wavy hair to become the Cleopatra Of the Time. Oh yes, to upload such photo, it is like revealing my secret life in the UTP. Each and every time that I have to work my ass off for the final exams, I, put aside my stress by camwhoring inside my room, whenever my roomate went out for her group study - let's just pretend you guys are not reading this. Nah, I am not the type who studies in group. I am better off by myself. To have a group study, it will only slow down my progression and increases my stress level.

Oh hi, hello

and hello people. this is me, this is real, i am back in town!

so, let's start anew.

first and foremost, i don't know what to blog about. i have not been writing for so long. i am clueless, my vocabs are not in my pockets right now, they are all scattered around. i might need time to put them back into pieces.

oh dear fans, i am sorry for the shutting down of my previous blog gadiskurangsopan.blogspot.com. There had been some technical issues.. and... oohhh who the hell care about my blog? aku bukan Hanis Zalikha pun, ye dok?

anyway, if i have got extra time, which i believe i will try to find one, i will try to repost some old stuffs from the old blog. i mean stuffs like my accomplishment ke if any (blergh. kau nak tulis resume ke apa ni?) or maybe i'll be posting of the places i've been traveled to these past few years ke, you know, something interesting, hilarious or meaningful to me.

until then, goodnight.